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the 'ghost' is back
I live in a 'haunted' house. It's not really haunted, because we're the ones who built it. As far as we know, no one has died on this spot for over a hundred years. This has all been wild forest and pasture land up until now, and there is no evidence this rocky ridge was ever part of a settlement of any kind, including Native American.But as long as we've lived here, weird things have happened. Long after construction was over we heard workboots moving around, as if the walls weren't up yet. We hear radios and tv's on in other rooms and go to turn them off, and find silence. I have heard glass very definitely shatter on two occassions, but thorough and repeated searches never revealed anything having broken, except the second time I found a glass shard innocently laying on my clean stove, no other glass in sight. It matched my glassware at the time, which was a puzzle because none was broken, although in the time since they've all cracked and have been thrown away. Even the dog raised his head and growled one afternoon at heavy footsteps coming down the stairs behind me while I was laying on the couch. The dog's hair stood on end, and his eyes were fixed on something as the footsteps stopped midway. I told him it was nothing, go back to sleep, and he did.The girls and I often felt like someone was hanging around, and it set our nerves off. We learned to leave tv's on for the static, which seemed to make the feeling cease. We'd leave the tv on all day and mute it. Sometimes I would come home to an empty house while they were at school and have a scary experience. One time, as I unlocked the door and opened it to come in, I heard every door in the house slam real hard, one by one, in quick succession, as if someone were racing around slamming all the doors. It ended upstairs. I was terrified and wouldn't go in for awhile, and sat in my car. When I got my nerve back up, I stepped in and grabbed a long handle broom and very quietly crept through the house, keys and purse in hand in case I'd want to run back out. Not one door was shut. I used the broomstick to push the doors all the way open to make sure no one was behind them, and went through every room in the house, every closet, the whole basement, every bathroom. ALL the doors were open, even the closets. The house was quiet. Nothing was there. I turned on the tv and said, Ok, I'm home!Over the years at other times that we've each been home alone, we've all heard footsteps coming around the deck and automatically went to the door to open it and see who was there. No one. One of the girls heard 'me' typing down here and thought I had come home, and came out of her room to look over the banister and say hi. I wasn't home, and the desk was quiet, the computer was off. We have all heard people talking in the next room, what sounds like music or a game on tv or radio, a door open like someone walked into the house (but the door remained closed). We've also smelled hot wires and searched the house several times feeling walls for hot spots and coming up empty. I could go on and on, because we've lived here nearly 15 years.I decided this was one of several things, perhaps all of them, who knows. 1- the girls and I were causing poltergeist activity. I was remarried, the girls were step sisters, and goodness knows we were all a little tense getting used to one another. 2- one of more of us has a 'shadow', someone on the 'other side' or some other dimension which feels compelled to hang around with that person. 3- we had a pan-dimensional being on our hands who was very attracted to static, and always seemed to settled down once we provided it. 4- we built this house on an ancient rocky mountainside that attracts a lot of lightning activity, and, according to some paranormal theories, is able to 'record' events and replay them.Over the years we got so used to the weird stuff happening that we'd just say "It's the ghost" and go on. Nothing ever bothered us, we never really felt threatened.As the kids got older and started going to work, the activity level changed somewhat. My oldest would come into the driveway thinking Dad was standing around outside in the dark, and come in to find him watching tv. This 'shadow' showed up several times waiting for her to come home from work. When the youngest moved out, a lot of the activity slowed down, although some of it was definitely still happening. When the oldest moved out a few months later, it seemed like all the activity ceased completely, and when I asked her a few weeks later whether the new place she lived had any activity, she said the little dog would go nuts about something upstairs for no reason. Her bedroom was upstairs. (She has recently moved again, can't wait to hear if it went with her again.)I've had a very quiet 9 months. No weird noises, no weird feelings.My youngest moved back in this last weekend. Over the last couple of days the noises have started up again, even though she might be gone to work or college or hanging out with friends. From my bathroom after a shower I thought I heard someone in the kitchen putting things on the counter and moving around. Came out to find no one but me here. While I'm on the computer with the headphones on, I hear someone come in the door and walk across the house. No one but me here. Today I feel very strongly like I should be turning on the tv, which I haven't done in months now, not being a daytime tv watcher.I think my oldest daughter has a shadow person, and I think my youngest attracts a sort of tempest activity or produces it in combination with me. I also think some of the things we do around here replay themselves whenever the tension in the house rises.My oldest has said in the past that she thinks the house misses us when we are gone and leave it empty and quiet, but my 9 months of empty nest were wonderfully quiet with just me here and my husband at work, so I don't think that's it.If we ever sell this house, the next family is going to run screaming.- 3:16 pm
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about the featured question on charity
I was really impressed with a personal response I found on another blog to one of the featured questions about what charities do you support, so I'm going to add to that.
I've knocked myself out for the CF foundation for years, and it really burns me that other charities will shell out actual money for advertisements and real actors (yes, they get paid) instead of sending every penny possible to research and helping patients pay for services and equipment they can't afford. It's all a big sham. Seems like no one has heard of the CF foundation because they DON'T do that, but it's so common that the U.S. is starting to do routine testing for it on all new babies.
Charities are far too easy to shrug off as 'I tossed a can of old sauerkraut to a food collection box at my kid's school...'
It's easy to shell out 5 bucks for a 'jean day' at work for breast cancer or something, without questioning the fact that your money was itemized into staff fees and publication costs and etc., not even going to the charity itself.
If you want to actually donate real money to a place where it will be USED for the actual CHARITY, find someone in your home town who has a real disease, has bills coming out their ears, and is needing help getting something done around the house. In our area we used local fundraising to help pay for the rooming services for the pre-prep and recovery around a double lung transplant for a young lady with cystic fibrosis. If you want your money to really be used for GOOD, that's that kind of stuff you do.
- 10:47 am
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Licensed to Borrow
The public library has a bounty out on my head. I got the phone call yesterday. It wasn't the usual "Your books are overdue" phone call.
I've been renting (holding ransom, depends on your point of view) a couple of Michio Kaku books on physics. I was SMART and put the newest one that just came out in March on a hold way back last winter, so when the library got the brand new copy, I was first in line. HA!!! As for the other one, I can't renew just because there's a hold on it. Well, *I* had to wait for my hold, the next person can wait, too. If these books didn't have a long waiting list, I would be able to hold them for at least two months with renewals, but since people are in line for them, I'm expected to slam the physics down in two weeks and move along. I've had them one month now. You wouldn't ~believe~ the fines I am incurring. I am wondering if fines are heavier for 'overdue' books on hold than they are for substantially overdue books that lay around under a bed for a year, because no one wants them.
I don't understand the free lending system. I pay $50 a year for out of county use. I incur heavy fines and pay them dutifully every time I get highly sought after books. And these are not the latest romance novels. Well, for Michio, this might be... But I ~study~ many things. I love reading whatever I can find on any interest that strikes me. Physics and cosmology have been a hobby for twenty years, autism research the last couple of years is showing me how lacking the field really is (that Tony Attwood, nice way to corner the market...), haunted historical sites, and you get my drift. I know my library as well as the clerks there do, and I am frequently disgusted at how difficult it is to get a book on interlibrary loan that I can easily find online at some exorbitant price, describing in detail that it has a library stamp and many smudges...
I could easily rip these books off. It happens all the time, that's why the library charges me an arm and a leg to use its 'free' services. I, however, have an excellent track record, have always returned my books and paid my 'rentals', and even buy something from the gift shop or cafe on occasion. I've used this library for 15 years.
I am determined to stand my ground and not let the world tear me and Michio apart. I may be risking having my library privileges revoked this time, which means I'd be banned from the biggest library system in the area forever. I WILL finish these books before I return them, and not be intimidated into giving them back and then standing in line again for the chance to finish them probably a year later.
I hear someone asking "Why don't you just go buy the book?" And it's a fair question. After all, I own several Hawkings.
I reply, "Why doesn't the library just stick to its normal policy and let me have the rental for two months, like it would if no one else were banging on the door for it?" Or, "Why doesn't the library get more than one copy?" Or, "Why don't those people request an interlibrary loan?" Or, "Why don't THOSE people all go buy the book???"
If I have my library priviledges revoked over Michio Kaku, I am designing a t-shirt to sell on cafepress and proudly wearing it everywhere.

- 9:09 am
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